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2007-06-08T05:51:00.000-07:00

06/08/07 My Bao Bei has left me for good.. End of her 6 months attachment..I am going to miss her just like how i miss Meizi.. June is definately a month for me to eat Grass the reason is I have 3 farewell party, 2 bdae celebration, 1 wedding dinner and 1 House warming.. Oh My.. Bless me..

2007-05-29T01:21:00.000-07:00

As per Sharon's Low request: " Shuai! SHUAI!" Veri Shuai..Or should i Say More Shuai. It has been a year since we last met. But still " shuai!!" The Song that is playing now has got to be our favourite song..Thanks for being my friend for the past 5 years.

2007-05-11T06:03:00.000-07:00

Work is getting real busy.. No only do i station at Woodlands..The Microbiologist at Jurong has resigned. And i am the back up.Meaning i will have to juggle between Woodlands and Jurong..Oh my..Bless Me..

2007-03-28T05:45:00.000-07:00

Well, the past 3 days there was indeed a GREAT experience for me because being the 'New Bird' at Givaudan,I was nominated to take up the Life saving course together with 4 other collegues.

90% of the cls was uncles.. But real humourous wants. They crack real funny jokes in the cls.. And the old instructor ,the way she share her past experience on how hard it is to teach a cls of bangalas CPR.They go counting like this"1 yen 2 yen 3 yen 4 yen 5 yen"

The strong uncle that never fails to use all his strength in compressing the dummy's chest till we hear this 'clack' sound.haha.. After all i guess we all are Trained "First Aider".. Yeah..

Any volunteer for me to practice CPR??

2007-03-01T04:54:00.000-08:00

Almost 3 months since i last blog.. Had been busy lately..New year New job New environment..Starting over again.But after all its not that bad been able to leave the "black shop".

Work has been hectic but yet i still haf to be my boss's Micro consultant.After all stuff learn at the " black shop" has not wasted.

My Name is Jiao Mei

2006-11-24T05:27:00.000-08:00

Peharps i reali should change name...

Customer: Wat's your Name?

Me: Jiao Mei

Customer: Jia Ming?

Me: JIAO MEI

Customer: ORgh JIA MING

Me: Mei

Customer: Orgh May ah...

Me: Forget it

No More Candies For JiaoMei

2006-11-01T20:31:00.000-08:00

2/11/06 12.30pm.. hehe i am actuali at home relaxing..Yesterdae went to extract my nasty rotten tooth @ NDC.. Nearly freak out at the sight of the operating room, all the equipments and the most scarly part is tat they actuali cover up everypart of my body leaving only my mouth. That whole process took only abt 15 mins. All thanks to the anaesthesia, i did not feel anything only when i feel the thread brush against my lips then i am aware that they are already stitching up my wound liao..

The operation took oni 15mins but spent most of the time waiting or filling up forms. 1 funi thing is tat the staff there keep asking "Where's your Mommy? ask her to sign this form." And i haf been replying this sentence for abt 5x " I am 21 liao i can sign" Looks like i am reali forever 16. Muhaha.. Got home took the med n guess wat i am allegic to it. My Eyes was swollen. Suay.. tmr going bk to work, gtg, going to enjoy my dae at home~~

Saw That my rotten tooth was saw into 2 pieces..haha.. Gross eh.

2006-10-24T05:42:00.000-07:00

OOooH Long time never blog..
Had been a long month had been rather bz.
Long time since i went out 4 sample collection,
but wasn't a bad idea to get out of the lab once awhile.
But was a tedious tuesday, reaches suntec 8.50am waited till 9.30
when the handsum & young store manager came.. Slurp..hehe..
Loiter around suntec n marina carrying the stupid n dirty n heavy bag i guess its weight is equivalent to a 10kg bag or rice n yet drag myself down to paragon, ended up getting all the backache..Haha getting old..

Something is driving me crazy recently. Its this STUPID toothache!! This rotten tooth haf been gifing me pro since a year ago.. And i haf make the decision to haf it EXTRACTED.. No matter by surgery or wat it mus go!! Farewell Rotten tooth~~Haha

2dae went to sing K, and enjoyed "Hi-Tea" jus like Tai tai.. haha.. We should do this often!! A message to Dearest Ah tong " No Matter wat Happen or Wat Decision u make, Always rem u haf us around u!!"

2006-10-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

Oooh.. I receive my 1st 21 bade greeting from my dearest Meizi.. Hehe.. Thanks Meizi.. hhaha.. Still rem last year u gave me a big bag of candies.. Haha..Haiz.. Time reali flies ah.. SO fast one year liao and Yess u are cuming back soon.. And we can go sing MY Fav Song.. ahha

Burp..

2006-08-31T06:33:00.000-07:00

Burp... Super full rite now. Jus got back from company swensen treat.. Been a long time since i had such a heavy dinner. wonder how many more hours of kickboxing is required to burn away those calories..Haha..Tmr is another begining of the month, where there is the most samples coming and a new staff is coming too!! Am actuali looking forwars to it after all she use to work here b4, hope life with her around will be much more easy!!

Its Over~~

2006-08-28T05:26:00.000-07:00

Yippee.. finali its over, months of torture and i haf gain my freedom.. Yes~~ can have a nice slp 2nite, no more notes, bk to my xiao wan zi comic..haha. Yippe

2006-08-05T08:08:00.000-07:00

Jus got back from our yearly routine..haha.. watching the fireworks.. veri nice indeed, but i left for home soon after tat.. not only being tired but the tot of notes piling on my table makes me feel stress.. Audit is coming but i am not prepared at all.. If only drinking the ash of Method Mannual 1,2,3 and Media mannual works, u bet, i will definately drink it..haha..

Guess wat i actuali met a frend 2dae, tat seldom happen cos my frends are limited..She is none other than Jasmine. Got to noe her while working at Danisco.. She is a very nice frend even though i only work there for less than 2 months. She never fails to bring an extra cookie from the pantry for me.Great humourous frend indeed.Doing her adv diploma..Haiz that makes me miss sch even more..Think of doing a specialist diploma in Microbiology, but tat cos $3900+++.. so ex leh..

2006-08-04T05:09:00.001-07:00

Ooh.. tring dae.. 2dea is ah peng bdae.. every year also force me to sing bdae song for her.. haha.. but at least she is the only person whom i reali can tok to n joke at work..

2dae a customer ask me a qns which reali makes me misses sch alot. anybody still rem what is % Overun?? hehe.. at least i rem its the ice cream making practical.. haiz.. wouldnt it be nice if we can all come back together in T234.. ahaha..

Recently i am using back this shower foam and it bring backs memory of our last chalet bcos i rem siew hwa was saying i smell like pesticides..haha..hmm.. i reali miss those times.

2006-07-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

Halo.. Testing testing.. Yesh.. Finali using broadband le.. hehe no longer the only one in yishun still using 56k..muhaha

2006-07-15T07:20:00.000-07:00

I am a Jinx.. I am a Jinx.. Ever since i start working there, many staff come n go..Now tat the new collegue has resign immediately.. My life is back to square one..Arhhhhhh.....I think i am reali not fated to take leave. Everytime i apply for a dae leave, things will always crop up,ended up i haf to cancel my leave..Someone save me ba..My white hair population is overcoming my black hair..Don't ..don't be surprise if next time u see mushroom growing on my head..Its definately edible..Trust me..Hahha

2006-07-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

Welcome to Jiaomei's Once a while Complain Session..This is getting too much for Me to endure..My life Sucks..Works sucks even worst..Boss is back so is the "Black Skin Lady" Is back.We always call her LL. She is so strict. Working wif make me feel like i am chained to a metal ball. I start work at 8.30am, to avoid her supervision..She comment abt the time i haf my lunch, and even the way i hold my pen..I feel more n more restrictions. I hardly open my mouth at work now.. Har Har.. hope i dun get bad breath soon.. Hahaha

2006-06-03T23:00:00.001-07:00

Jus came back from sui’s 21 bdae party.. Had fun but was reali tired..On my way home I tot I would fall alsleep..But I took out my hp and deleted those messages,I use to treasure a lot. I read them everydae,they brighten my day. But now they are totally useless.Totally hopeless..There is nothing I am looking forward to in life.

2006-06-03T23:00:00.000-07:00

Miss Tsk..

2006-03-29T05:07:00.000-08:00

Oooh.. Long long time never blog liao.. Daes at work w/o Meiqi has been boring.. Cos i haf to face that Miss "Tsk".. She is the best Tsk-er i haf ever come across. She Tsk the moment she step into the lab, she Tsk when changing shoes, She Tsk when opening the Fridge.. Sometimes i reali pity her for hafing such bad temper. She Tsk the whole dae.. I know she hates me.. I don't care.. now that I haf learn when to turn myself off..

Actuali I love my job, i learn lots of things. Sometimes, a conversation wif a nice n friendly customer can reali brighten my dae no doubt Miss Tsk's Tsking is very irritating..haha..

Its near to 2 weeks.Another week and he will be back..haha..hope everything went well..

2006-01-14T05:48:00.000-08:00

Had been a Tedious Week, due to the change of system, it reali take time to get use to it, ended up i haf been leaving the work place around 8.30pm daily.. If this situation goes on afraid i cant take it any more. Worst still Meiqi has resign, will be flying to Australia next month.. Thats going be more shitty.. Need a Holiday Badly.. Need someone to talk to..Cum to serious thinking, i reali haf limited friends.. ended up hafing to go shopping alone.. Let me count..Pri friends.. mayb 1 or 2, Sec Friends mayb 2 or 3.. OMG i am so pathetic..Someone pls pull me out of this pool of shit..Pooi

2005-12-31T06:27:00.000-08:00

31/12/05, 10.26pm, parties , laughter and fireworks everwhere..I am all alone at home..Jus got back from my gugu funeral..She's gone..She loss tha battle fighting against the cancer.She has been suffering for the past 2 months..Being a christian, her family tot it was a way to end her suffering and they believe she is now in heaven..and that they will mit one dae again..It reali hurts to see her lying in the coffin motionless..She looks so peaceful..And her 3 year old grandson still running about not knowing her grandma will be gone 4eva.

Things hasnt been good this few months hope new year will haf a new begining..

2005-12-17T06:30:00.000-08:00

Woah.. jus came back shopping wif the gang, met up wif our dear clara.. ahha.. Orchard was real crowded man.. Lucky bought something for my com gift exchange..Went to Tangs and I went to the Island café where I use to work when I was awaiting my O’levels.. Although it went thru a major renovation, but it reali brings back fond memories, the hot tempered chef and the lazy collegues..haha..Wouldnt it be great if I can go back to that time..And I miss my long lost Gifford..haha.. Think its my first time mentioning it to anyone.. This guy whom I reali noe him as Gifford was a collegue at the Café but not long I was transfer to the juice bar. He was same age as me ,too awaiting for his O’s. A very soft n gentle guy, whom never fails to wait for me when we are both working the night shift and will always take the same train home..a very nice guy indeed but too bad he was a catholic..Happiness actuali dun last long.. Soon the results was out and he choosen NYP and I Choosen SP and thus we lost contact.. But i cant wait for sch holidae to come so we can work together but soon to realize that he has change..no longer the Gifford I use to noe.. Till now I still cant get in contact wif him..Even if I were to see him on the street one dare will I ever haf the courage to say Hi?

Ok stop mentioning abt the past, Sharon haf been pestering to do the wat tag thing, but I realize I got nobody to tag le.. So I am going to stop here..haha..amusing things abt are:

a) Think everybody noe I cant live w/o my Mao mao(Towel).. I nid to bring it every where I go.
b) I only like to shit when I am bathing half way..
c) My mum haf to help me wear my socks.. Not that I am lazy.. but I bring me back to the time when I was a kid
d) I dun like to run after bus.. I think it ruins my image..haha
e) I loves to cry.. everybody agrees wif that ba..

2005-12-14T05:20:00.000-08:00

Haiz.. last week haf been a hectice n stress week..resulting in me hafing my once in a blue moon breathing diffculty.. it got quite serious that i went to c 24hrs clinic.. and the doc ended up asking me if i m too stress.. I den want to noe the reason to this pro.. and he gave me pills to help me slp not breathe..but it was not effective n i went to c anotehr doc and ended up allegic to the pain killer and my eyes began to swell like garfield

Tot it will be better but everytime i see my senior.. makes my blood boils.. she never washes her tubes and she never say" pls help me wash" and she chuck it o the table expect me to wash the 30 over smelly LSB tubes.. As if her hand is made of jade..Breathe in~~ Breathe out~~

Last week everyone in my family was very stress..expecially that nite when our phone rang 3am in the morning.. Suprisingly i was awaken...if it was any ordinary nite we will expect that stupid uncle whom always called the wrong number thinking my house is wat vege wholesale center n start to order vege.." pek chai 10kg, chilli 5kg".. but bcos my gugu was hospitalised we tot it was so bad news from the hospital.. i lay still.. i dare not go out to find out who is the caller.. but soon i fall alslp again.. to my surprise,it was another aunty who pass away bcos of stroke..this situation more tense.. cos my cousin was getting married few daes later.. this time round my family was reali busy.. Anyway everything is over n my gugu is still in hospital and we all noe her situation is not very good but reali hope she can get well soon..

2005-12-03T02:19:00.000-08:00

Yeah.. Christmas is coming.. another publi holidae.. no nid to work..haha.. and time for xmas exchange.. hehe.. lets me think time to drop some hint hint.. ahaha..

1) My poor bag is coming down to pieces.. nid a bag big enuff to put my lab coat.hehe

2)Perfume will be good so i wont feel like i am a walking Macconkey agar..haha

3) Nice T shirts.. hehe.. Pink Panther..haha..

Think thats all le.. ahaha..will keep update if i can think of more

2005-10-22T21:47:00.000-07:00

Woo~~ had been a hectic week.. cos one of our collegue had to go on urgent leave.... So tired~~ sum more the ISO audit is coming again!! Jus got back from causeway point wif meiqi.. Speaking of her, oni then i realise that i actuali seen her b4 when i was in year 2.. she was the Schoolmate of siming n wenyun and happen to mit in the train on the way to sch..the world is so small.. ahah.. we jus enjoy eating n gossiping.. haha..Haiz.. so tiring.. Life is becoming more meaningless..

All i wish now is a perfect holiday wif my Mr Ming Dao..haha..

2005-10-01T18:48:00.000-07:00

Wah.. Long time never blog liao.. haf been bz lately.. cos my oni good frend at Work Meiqi had went to Australia to c her bf.. So sweet.. Daes without haf been tiring and sad...Cos we are always gossiping.. discussing where got good food.. She even make Lemsip for me when i was sick.. Ahah... Reali very touched..but i Knew she is not going to stay long de..then i will lonely again..

2005-08-22T21:01:00.000-07:00

Ohh.. I am so proud of myself..Cant believe i actuali went to did that..haha.. i actuali went for accupunture yesterdae..

Tot i was a timid ger but i reali cant stand my mum's nagginess..And so i went alone.. It was so qi liang..lucky it was oni one needle some where between my index finger n thumb..it was actuali alright when the needle was inserted onto my hand it was oni when the doc began POKE and TWIST that i nearly tear down the whole clinic.. She poke so hard that i tot the needle was coming from the other side of my hand.. The whole session took abt 15 mins.. Wat a nightmare.. had to do that twice a week and not oni that i haf to drink some yucky powder twice a day and the consultation wasnt cheap leh..haiz..

2005-08-15T20:36:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah.. yesterdae we finali went to the Zoo Zoo Zoo..haha.. quite fun..here are some pics..

Me and Didi wif the toy car i gave him

SmileZ..

Group Pics

2005-08-12T22:00:00.000-07:00

Erm.. these few daes saw ah hwa in the same train as me.. ahah.. first time in almost 3 months.. and i actuali went home on time these daes.. Cheers.. So shiok to go home when the sky is still bright..haha..

since i was early 2dae so i decided to walk around at Sun plaza..So wierd walk aimlessly then i went into the library then borrow some books then walk around when was abt to leave for home saw this familiar face.. haha.. its my good frend during pri sch.. but we stop talking when we got into the same sec.. haha. this monster reali change alot.. tot he will jus treat like never see me but suprise that he smile at me and we chat for a while.. not like the Mr Toh I use to noe..he ask y i not going for further study. was quite taken away by this qns..Actuali i would like to go oversea leh..But guess i will never dare..haha.. and Gosh..2dae was my bad hair dae man.. hair sticking out from all direction.. Reali no Image..

Sometimes i wonder if my name reali so hard to get it mah.. Cos 2dae this guy called up to ask something and when he ask my name i say "Jiaomei" and he say.. huh "xiao mei ah.. oh xiao mei ah..."i haf to spell it out b4 he finali get it..haha.. guess wat the Di Gok say" ohh.. Jiao Mei ah.. Reali Mei mah".. Wat shit..I Mei bu Mei oso not his busniess..haha.. duno y pple jus cant get my name rite.. the worst i heard is calling me "jia hui".. eh.. Jiaomei and Jia hui quite big diff leh..haha

2005-08-10T21:50:00.000-07:00

My life

Looking at my Life, I feel like screaming...

How Could this happen to me...

Full of dissapointments..thats all i can say..

And i will learn to accept the fact that

We will never be together...

2005-08-05T22:00:00.000-07:00

Ohh.. 2dae hasnt been a good dae.. dun feel 2 well expecially in the afternoon, headache, drowsy..These daes so many things to be done cos auditor cuming on Mondae le..Sian..

2dae quite suay..at around 12 plus already very hungry finlai finish my work at 2 plus, 2 of my lab collegue happily went off for lunch left me in the lab and so i haf to wait for them to finish their lunch b4 i can haf mine.. and even the lab aunty oso wan to bully me ask me clear those old sample which was kept at a very low cabinet and the rubbish weight tons..Sai.. and when i finali manage to stand up despite my wobby legs, my poor hips hit the bench.. So hard that the thermometer was flew up 0.5 cm.. could hardly stand up so i jus squart there and shout for help.. and oni then they ask me go for my lunch.. and it was already 2 plus nearly 3 liao.. Sianz...

Cold blooded...

2005-07-31T04:47:00.000-07:00

woohoo.. 2dae went singing wif xm n sharom at cineleisure Kbox..haha..had fun.. actuali first time offically went singing...hmm. let me count.. sand over 20 songs.. haha.. from my favourite jay chou to spice girls's viva forever to chinese new year songs to three blind mices..haha.. reali fun!!

2005-07-27T22:05:00.000-07:00

ohh.. 2dae was a tiring dae.. haha.. finali my graduation dae is here.. met up wif lots of frends although quite alot did not turn up..

Haf been looking forward the arrival of this dae but yet my fear is that after todae will we still be able to mit up?Will we slowly lose contact?? i am reali afraid.. And after 2dae i am offically no longer a student.. Bye to Sp.. Bye to Dover.. haha.. haiz...oh.. at the ceremony saw my long lost frend since pri sch.. cant believe we are actuali so near but never did i in my 3 years of study that i saw him b4..haha.. then we had dinner at Swensen at orchard area.. lousy service.. guess the staff jus alight from the flight from phillipines..haha.. and i saw my good frend in sec sch.. Bee Gek.. ahha.. happy chatting wif her.. got some update from her.. oni then i realise that most of our gang already has boyfriend le.. tsk tsk.. cold sweat.. i am still an old maid.. Wat am i going to do?? How.... Scratch head..

2005-07-24T04:52:00.000-07:00

Sob sob.. 2dae went to cut my hair.. a very wrong step at first place.. tat stupid uncle cut my fringe till so short like a pool of SHIT!!. Die la.. no face to go graduation liao le..haha.. jus finish watching the Korean Vcd brought few daes back.. very nice.. nice ending.. stil got fire works.. speaking of fire works.. yesterdae went to Marina there saw the fire works.. Reali very nice but too bad it was shraon, sj and xm beside me…hahah.. throughout the whole period I kept “wah…. Wah… very nice…” haha.. but reali its vey beautiful..

2005-07-22T22:47:00.000-07:00

I am reali exhausted..so tired.. another sauy dae..i reali need a break.. that's y i am hoping wed to come quickly so i nid not go to work and i can get to mit up wif all my frends and lecturers.. i miss sch.. i miss everyone!!

Was doing some thinking and i found that it reali doesnt pay to be good hearted.. well well.. i shall keep everything to myself.. who knows they might blame me for being too helpful.. Pooi..haha

2005-07-16T23:48:00.000-07:00

Whoohoo.. Jus got back from Shangri La Hotel at Orchard there.. Boss gave us a treat at the "The line" Resturant.. very classi..and its the want with the Chocolate Fountain..Woo.. and those juicy Strawberries.. i guess its reali ex.. i order a citrus mint lemonade which cost $13..Ex ah..

There are great variety of food ranging from roti prata to satay,dim sum,pasta, sushi,pizza,lobster,oyster,lots of different type of cakes and crepes..Eat til Super full.And this waiter in charge of our area was extra helpful..i guess all thanks to Meiqi..Haha.. he offer to carry our plates from us while we are still taking the food and he said that so that we can take more food.haha.. back at the table my boss was asking how did we mange to get the waiter to help us and she was hafing trouble carrying the plates back..haha.. Very full till i want to puke..haha..

Group Pic..

Me n the choc Fountain

2005-07-15T21:49:00.000-07:00

Jiao Mei's Unlucky day

Duno how to start but i think i like step on dog shit.. So suay!!!..early in the morning i realise a mistake in one of the report generated which has already been send by DHL to Saudi Arabia, result the com haf to pay extra charge to re-send the document..haiz.. Although my manager did not say anything except that tell me be careful next time.. I still feel guilty..and that uncle is going to start his rubbish again..

Then i went out to 2 hotels to collect samples..the stupid bag nearly break my back.. at the hotel i lose my favourite pen..ah sai.. lucky i got bring extra pen...then i wanted to cross the road to get to another..ah sai again.. cant find the traffic light.. want to cheong ah.. but the traffic soooo heavy.. den i walk miles to find an Overhead bridge.. finali got to the hotel.. ah..when to find the in charge.. the big chef..He is an ang moh..my greatest phobia..Communication breakdown.. Scare i tok North , He tok west..haha.. he super tall, i was pratically toking to his chest all the time..haha..So we tok the stupid lift to the 19th floor..alamak it tok abt 10 mins..bcos.. duno which Kuku press the lift at every alternate floor.. First time take lift till want to vomit..ahha..then suddenly the chef bend down to pick something.. tot wat gold bar he picking, in the end he show me a sticker say"Sunkist Orange"....His eye sight abit too super le..haha..on the way to the kitchen. everyone who we saw will greet him"good morning Chef" oni then i realise..wah.. he's power..After taking the samples.. start to rain..Next i got lost at marina square and i found myself at the info counter asking which way to suntec..i am like a total KUKU..Back to com..back to report typing..Sian ah..

I realise the more i type the less confident i haf left..Who noes maybe the day when i reali lose interst n confident i might resign away and shake legs at home..

2005-07-04T21:49:00.000-07:00

Hm.. tmr i am expexting a food sample from a place i miss very much.. Use to hang out there quite often..Yep.. Singapore poly T234.. haha..Flavour Lab..haha.. was rather shock.. but i reali miss everything abt there and not to miss Miss Teo and Hwee Juan..

2005-06-30T22:03:00.000-07:00

Woo.. long time never blog liao..ahaha..Watch Initial D last sat.. woohooo.. very very nice...ahaha..So fast another week had gone by.. this week at work hasnt been good.. cos they taught me to do sample set up ONCE.. I repeat again.. they say once and i am all alone to figure it out myself.. and when in doubt.. i ask my"senior" all she will gif me in return in her as black as my shit face..so sickening..always like that de..she tink she NUS graduate very big ah.. MY FOOT!!! She dont even know wat is AAS..

She Reali makes me dun feel like talking the whole dae man...Sometimes i feel like i am a jinx.. so suay.. ever since i join this com.. its like staff is leaving..and things keep happening..even when i touch the fax machine.. duno come from where a piece of it is in my hand.. ahaha.. lucky manage to get it fixed back..haiz..was sufing thru the SP webbie.. then i notice i reali miss sch beri much.. looking at the esp.. I am not currently participating in any courses.. so sad..sob..sob..haha

2005-06-21T22:15:00.000-07:00

Ow...i feel that my bones are breaking soon..tis morning went to XXX hotel with Nigel..it was fun, but super tiring.. cos i have to collect water sample from the roof top, basement, and hotel room.. quite scary when i was at the roof top.. but the view was super..ahaha..after collecting all the water n food sample.. wah the bag weight 10+kg.. soooo heavy.. lucky Nigel help me carry till we part at the train station.. then.. they last min call me go to XXX hotel at orchard area.. i reali wan to cry man.. i nearly drag the bag along..b4 i left for orchard.. Nigel ,he kept reminding me stuff.. so i began to suspect.. then he say he wont be around next month.. tinking he will be on leave.. then he said he resigned le.. got a shock of my life.. he has been working there for so long and now he resigned... then he ask me if i am happy working there..i reali ask myself this qns.. altought i noe the ans is NO.. but i reple ok la.. haiz.. he has been a very nice collegue.. cos he's always like a middleman.. and he has no temper want..and he very fatherly.. tell me bag cannot carry so low.. back for my back.. cross the road must look carefully.and he actuali look like the main actor in the lorean show, every mondae, tues evening. that "yao tiao shu nu"..ahaha haiz.. how am i going to survive next time i went out to take sample...

I carry my heavy bag back to com without having lunch.. but everyone in the com tot i had my lunch so start ask me do this n that...my brain couldnt function well with my stomach empty.. sian.. oh ya.. 2dae so many sample.. including 2 BIG fish and 10 normal fish.. and i am suppose to cut out the meat.. at the moment i feel like a fish monger...hhaha..yawn.. too tired le.. going to get my beauty slp le..ahaha..

2005-06-19T19:41:00.000-07:00

Woo~~sundae le.. tmr Mondae again.. Going to Chiong ar...Work again...haiz..2dae actuali should go beach with sharon n gang.. but last min.. cancel le.. so sorry ah.. unclle came my house.. till afetrnoon.. then i cant resist the bright sun.. went swimming.. wah.. reali long time never swim le..so shuang...hahhaa

2005-06-11T22:36:00.000-07:00

Wah, reali Long long time never blog liao.. There are 2 reasons as to y I am blogging now (1) my sis is alsleep le so no “extra pair of eye” looking at me..ahaha…(2)..I am not feeling happy.. and I Need to voice out…this few daes at work hasn’t been as normal…it use to be so peaceful.. till this uncle when he is oni a driver keep criticize my work.. say I hasn’t been paying attention..not once, not twice, but abt 4-5 times that fridae.. that makes my blood… I reali put care in my work and slogging like a cow and yet he say those things.. not sure if I am too sensitive.. but I feel that my everyone I s against me.. arghh…WORK…I am so fed up…haiz.. yesterdae went out to Singapore tuf club to take samples with my quality manager.. Nigel.. he looks abit sissy.. but he actuali a very nice “guy” hhaha.. haiz.. hope next week will be a beta week… if not I reali duno how le…
Jus got home from orchard.. shopping.. or rather wondering abt..ahha.although we oni get to mit once a week.. but i am reali contented.. hope we can keep on miting every week leh.. oh ya.. jus now taka there got concert.. then this singer.. where i cant reali recall his name.. but wah.. when xm sing his song..wah seh.. immediately.. got a shock of my life.. so mono tone de..ahaha.. nearly laugh out my two front teeth..totally out of tune.. opps.. or should i say never in tune..haha..hmm.. was looking at some old pic.. expecially the chalet pic.. how i wish i could turn back time.. and reali enjoy myself there.. i miss everyone.. and i miss sch the most..sob..sob..

2005-05-16T14:52:00.000-07:00

ahehhe.. todae woke up real early.. it has been a long time since i woke up so early..bcos i had ah hwa to bring me to science park 2.. reali paiseh.. rainy dae so nice to slp..but i treated her eat Mac leh.. we are like ah beks siting at mac drinking kopi looking at newspaper..haha.. it was then the micro com called me say they will gif the job to me Yippee.. but they say to let me try out for 2 weeks, meanwhile paying me $45 a dae..hmm.. so i accepted it loh..tmr start work..yeah..

Duno wat lucky dae eh.. 2 different agent called me.. i reject them.. but the sheena was reali polite even congrats me.. hmm.. kind of guilty..whaha.. but hope my job will turn out to be good beh..

Oh ya.. still got a juicy news eh..yesterdae.. I went Junction 8. hmm.. I seldom go there de.. but yesterdae duno y I jus feel like going there… But I missed a good show leh..ahha.. Saw the main actor but miss the main actress..Whaha.. I shall not disclose the person’s identity in order to protect that person…whahha.. reali so qiao hor XXX..muahah…Hope I don’t kill for writing this…hehhe

2005-05-13T16:33:00.000-07:00

Todae I went for a interview at a micro com testing food product..small com nia..haha..tmr will noe the results le.. but seem quite competitive..The company was somewhere near my itp company Danisco.Back there,* sniff *.ah..that familiar smell still linger in the air, the familiar green building and the familiar food court..Only then I realize how much I miss working there.. I miss the “always eating never fat” jasmine, I miss the blur blur Rachel,.I miss the super small size jinny and not to mention my” never understand wat he toking” supervisor..Opps. And the JOE that make me cry..ahah. Heard that he resign le..whoohoo..standing at the bustop, I tot I saw the shadow of kw n me running frantically across the road to catch our bus home, the shadow of us quarrelling on our way to the foodcourt.ahha.. reali miss those times leh..although that Kw can be irrating at times.. but not a bad frend la..

Hmm.. wonder if i will get the job.. reali small com.. no biger than a 4-room flat for wat i see la..ahha..they will call tmr so lets see beh..Oh ya.. yesterdae i receive a miss call from firmenich..from the voice mail, theya say they had a job.. wah.. i was very happy, when i called back.. they said they are offering me a TEMPORARY post.. 1 month..And so i ask if they haf a permanent post and teh person reply" Sorry this is Strictly TEMPORARY POST".. if not bcos i will b hafing some interviews. i might haf accepted it..Haiz.. kind of pity to reject them.. But its life.. We always Haf regrets.. Some times, we stand in front of the mirror and say if only..if only.. if only.. i will be a millionaire liao loh.. if only.. I wont be an old sphinster now loh...Hahahah.. Below are 2 memorable pics..ahah

2005-05-09T23:50:00.000-07:00

sob..sob.. nearly one month le.. yet i am still rotting at home.. think mushroom growing on my head le..haiz..I think i going to drive myself crazy le..At times i feel i am at a total loss.. like last sat, i was at the M1 shop trying to find help to haf my hp case open, but yet.. i feel totally useless and hopeless standing there..This type of feeling not everyone understand..I am always crying.. i admit that i am cry baby..but i always tot i feel better after crying but i realise it no longer work for me now...

2005-05-05T22:37:00.000-07:00

Haiz.. later going ndc to haf my rotten teeth filled up and its raining so heavy…eve ask me go shopping wif her and yanting..weird combi leh. Its like Hello kitty and mickey mouse and pikachu going out together...ahah.. anyway see how beh..

2005-05-05T01:19:00.000-07:00

Woah..2dae results is finali out le..but drag till 10plus den get to see it bcos went to a job agency at je wif xm den we went back to sch to look at results..hmm.. not reali please wif results leh.. got Cs..i nearly faint.. but expected de.. for EIC..haiz.. no EQ is like that de… that xm power man.. distinction.. I wwant to faint ah.. she is full of EQ man..haha.. I finali got my first distinction in my 3years of study at poly..tada.. I got distinction for Food Flavour..was kinda of shock but was reali happy la..den I went to haf lunch wif clara.. at fc 4 eating sharon's favourite Zhu pa rice..yummy...Its so nice chatting wif clara..ahah.. hope still can haf more chances beh…

2005-05-02T21:23:00.000-07:00

3/5/05 hmm.. most pple start work le..haiz.. still rotting at home..haf been digging my head in the classified for the whole morning.. but haiz... dun haf leh..

Woah... yesterdae went ch house..wah.. reali big and finali got to see didi le.. guess yesterdae "didi, jiejie, gor gor" was the most common term heard beh.. Even when i draem oso dream of didi..whaha.. reali enjoy myself yesterdae.. and oso ch's mother's backview..woah... look like my ah bu.. but my mum is fatter..wahha..left abt 10 pm..waoh..listen to ch's advice tok bus to woodlands..ahah.. lucky the journey wasn't that long if not i surely pule everyting i haf eaten out..whahah..Thanxs for inviting us to see your "Golden Toliet bowl"

2005-04-28T01:43:00.000-07:00

woah.. finali back from the 3dae 2nite chalet at pasir ris .. hmm.. guess its more like a basketball training camp beh.. Had been playing it since the first dae till the last dae, until every single muscles is aching.. I could hardly scratch my back or lift my legs to wear a pants.. But i reali i haf to say that IT's FUN !!!

Arrive at the chalet oni in the evening.. den play some games and we cook our dinner.. Had pasta that nite.. Yummy...Later at nite we play the water bomb.. was nice and refreshing leh..and i ah tong nearly gif my jaw knock out by her super power water bomb man.. but was alrite after popping my pill.. haha.. and we proceed to the pool to haf a swim.. it had been a long time since i last swam at nite..after that we watch vcd.. duno wat teh show playing super boring leh.. went off to slp.. the guys waited to watch soccer at around 2plus.. could hardly slp imagine 5 pack in a queen size bed.. i haf to slp side ways..den i went to slp on the floor.. wah.. even worst.. hard and shivering cold man..wake up at 6 and slp at the stairways..so qi liang..whaah..

The second was again started off again by playing basketball wif dc,wd and wy..

Den some continue watching horror show in broad day light.. while some play cards.. Yeah.. suddenly rem one game of uno can take up to 1/2hour..haha..the whole afternoon i was playing basketball wif sj,hf,kw and many more.. Reali got a nasty burn..Thanks to sharon, xm and sh for helping us to buy lunch..hehehe.. den sharon, ch and me went o the seaside and chat.. throughout that period, we can oni hear each other "hai....." and sharon's " burp...."haha.. the bbq was fun wif dr tay and family.. her daughter was reali like a koala bear ..so cute.. We had a very nice cake and champange and some photo taking.. reali regret for not bring my cam along... and we continue playing wif the water bomb.. but i still think the first nite was better leh..hehehe..after emilia and ray left the chalet le.. probably the last time i will see them le..sharon and i are like tap man.. cannot stop.. i hate this type of moment..sob sob.. we played some games where drinking of alcohol was involved.. ahah. duno why the gers so suay de.. always kana.. ahha..but maybe bcos i drank some alcohol.. wah... i slp till next morning..ahah.. woke up at 7 plus.. quickly go wake sj n hf up.. ahah.. sound like i very naggy.. ahaha.. but anyway oso last time le mah... den i go pester xm, sh and sharon to wake up.. this 3 very tough to wake them..ahha.. haf to open the door, off the air air con den can wake them up..ahaha.. power beh..den we left the chalet to catch the 12.55 bus..haiz.. time to say byebye le...had lunch at tm and saw Mr ho again.. he reali power man.. treat student eat so high class restuarant...ahaha..and home sweet home le,, Probably its the last time all of us take the same train home beh..along the journey..one by one get off the train..its like life, frends cum n go..how many can be wif u throughout the whole life??But i reali choose to believe that good frends are forever...

2005-04-24T21:52:00.000-07:00

Haiz.. tmr chalet le.. but i haf yet to pack my bag.. first time i dun haf the feeling leh..Maybe its bcos i still cant find a job beh.. so suay, got rejected by nus but expected la, den the jap com din call me leh..sad...Hope tmr chalet will be fun beh...

2005-04-21T23:01:00.000-07:00

hmm.. this few daes i was staying at home, wasnt feeling very good cos i haf yet to find a job and i feel guilty staying at home.. If i go out n spent $$..think that will make me feel even worst ba..haiz.. should find a cave n hide in it...

2005-04-20T15:50:00.000-07:00

2dae wake up at around 7.30am.. den i start to do my card..ahaha..like small kids doing art n craft..den my beep beep call rang.. its the person fromthe japan com.. call me for second interview..whaha.. tot got alittle more chance beh.. the weather was super hot todae .. siting at the bus stop for around 1/2 hour bcos i reach too early.. my blouse was soak wif sweat and lorries driving pass and i am there breathing in the carbon monoxide..pooi.. den went in teh com.. tis time round is teh HR pple interview me.. short interview...abt 10-15 mins ba.. den she say she still haf some more candidates to go thru den inform me..haizzz.. wait again... sian...2dae mother was toking my grandma's maid.. the more she say the more i feel like eating her up.. she so bad...she lies to my aunty and warn my grandma to cooperate wif her.. she always eat my grandma's food..she's a pig!!where got maid slp till 7 pm den wake up de.. den she always throw temper by slamming things.. so bad!!!

yesterdae wasatching tv when i saw this programme where the host was hafin the same pro as i am.. and everything she went thru is exactly the same except that the dentist is different..its showing tonite at 7.30 channel 5..haha.. here are some pic taken at sentosa!!

2005-04-18T18:27:00.000-07:00

went for interview 2dae.. suay dae man.. before i step out, my specs break.. lucky got extra pair..den raining so heavy tot of bringing my swim suit along cos i may haf to swim to the company..haha.. interview was alright, but was fascinated by the amount of snacks on display..think can eat till 3 years oso haven finish ba..ahaha..hope this will be sucessful ba..

2005-04-16T07:05:00.000-07:00

16/4/05.. finali its all over le...haha.. yesterdae was the last paper in sp le..wat a xxx paper it is loh..after went to fish n co to haf our dinner..tok some nice pics and was sitiing beside emilia.. she was reali fun and cute.. even my mum agree wif that..was actuali enjoying myself..went something reali unpleasant happen.. i kept quiet all the way to esplanade..I was actuali intending to go.. but all of a sudden no mood le..i left earlier and tok the train from city hall.. i was pratically in tears on my way to the station.. during the journey home, i was in a daze, my mind was in a blank.. when i reach home, my mum was shock to see me home so early( time check 9.45pm, dun say my mum is strict le, she can be open at times..haha).Cos i did tell her i might go home very late..duno why once i step into my home, she ask me wat happen, as if she reali can read my mind..Myabe she reali could..she's mum..i jus reply in short sentence that i m tired..den we to bathe oni to realise that my precious towel that had been wif me through all the exam was missing.. guessing i left it in fish n co and probably ended up being a rag le ba.. my poor towel.. i miss it..I went to slp real early..

Woke up at 8.. as usual leh.. couldnt wait to watch my tape on the "Hai tun wan lian ren" its a reali nice show..i love it..Went bugis to pray.. was in the train when my hp keep ringing all themessage saying they will be late.. wah seh reali want to cry man.. was thinking i feel like leaving singapore for awhile..Hope i can get the job from the japan company.. hope they can send me to japan.. and never to cum back..duno why i fel like this..

Bought a pair of heels, slipper, a strawbag, and got a free pair of short from emilia, was reali paiseh.. But aniway. THANKS EMILIA..

2005-03-28T18:39:00.001-08:00

erm..had the pqm quiz todae.. soso nia.. din reali do very well.. rite now i was looking at the franchise video taken last sem.. its so funi..wahah.. nearly cry again when looking at it.. I will reali miss all of my frends de.. i miss all the times we had together...

2005-03-28T18:39:00.000-08:00

2005-03-26T19:04:00.000-08:00

Haiz... exam are cuming le.. sian... was chatting wif a sec sch frend get to now that another frend of our had a bf le.. wah.. some more its someone she used to haf a crush on.. and we are always her spy.. check out stuff for her..wah seh.. so long le they still can mit each other and be together..wah reali so sweet~~ ok another one out of our old spinster club le..hahha..

2005-03-24T12:08:00.000-08:00

yeah.. going to slag at home todae..whoohoo.. oh yah.. make wanton for lunch.. din noe i am so talented at it..next time pen a shop ..whaha.. yesterdae went to develop some pic.. wah..quite ex...

2005-03-23T22:37:00.000-08:00

ok.. 2dae was the last lecture we will be hafing in sp le..haha.. had some photo taking in class 2dae ...Tok photo at the flavour lab with mrs ngam and gang..2dae mr ngam wear till very nice~~ when i tok a individual pic wif her she push me away.. i nearly Fly~~..Den i say mrs ngam push me..ahah.. den she quickly say its not push.. anyway joking nia la.. mrs ngam reali a very nice lecturer.. I will surely miss her de...sob..sob..den the rest of gang did the last sensory for ms leong.. sob sob again...

Yesterdae was teh farewell party was reali sad when clara and our cls mate sang sogs,wah.. teh moment they sing, i start to cry.. i really cant hold on to my tears le.. when ms leond sang "hero"wah.. cry again..sob.. sob.. i will definately miss them de...

aiya.. something wrong wif the link to my pics leh..Try these webbie

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2005-03-20T12:35:00.000-08:00

Ok went to the nursing tok wif sharon yesterdae, the talk was ok but the pple that ask those stupid questions makes me reali wan to beat pple..haha.. i rem b4 the tok started, i was toking to sharon abt few months later, will there be a day at the same moment, where all of us are tinking all the fun we haf together.Sharon struggling wif kids at KK hospital, Xm and sh, studying at uni, clara at australia, MAYBE me baking bread, guys serving the nation, sj and tong also working oso..will we still able to be as close as we used to be?? Joking around, sharing secrets, although sometimes there might be some unhappiness among frends, but how much more time left can we still be such good pals??While telling shraon abt this, she stop me cos she say i say til i want to cry le.. thats true la, tears was already cuming down le..hehe..I am a cry baby la..

After that we went to suntec for the food fair, wah.. we reali eating like a pig,man for more details on wat we eat, refer to sharon's blog.ahaha..and i notice ah.. many pple guessing abt the "mysterious person" i mention in the previous blog ah..ahem..actuali, there is no particular person i am refering at so stop guessing le beh..Muahhaha

2005-03-18T17:01:00.000-08:00

Wah.. a tiring dae.. jus came back from seeing my dear dentist...think her mood todae very good cos i said i will not wera braces at the moment, cos she afraid that it will worsen my condition and yet she dun dare tell me dun wear braces..and she smiles alot 2dae leh..when i mention a frend oso seeing her at the moment, she even ask to form a fan club among our frends.. I choy at her..ahhaa.. and she stretch my mouth till my leg auto raised up.. super pain den she ask if i wan do physio..which is about tearing my mouth apart..i think oso no nid say no le... pay $$ to suffer and i saw the handsum dentist that fill my teeth preciously..ahah.. still as handsum..

Oh.. todae wake up around 6 plus for the interview, reali cant stand my mum.. nag nag till i faster leave home ah.. interview was so so nia leh..and i nearly tear the company door's down..ahaha

2005-03-16T10:07:00.000-08:00

Yipee.. finali bought a new phone cos, my father say want use flip phone, so i pass down my hp to my sis and my sis' s hp to my father..haha.. but was kind of feeling quilty cos like always spending $$..

Todae's cls was short, ended around 10 plus ba.. went off to bugis to pray cos exam are cuming soon le ..very sian ah.. had fun in the singtel shop playing with the latest phone and sending pic to our phone..haha..

Den we went orchard by BUS!!.. make me wan to puke man, reali cant take bus ah..Shopping at far east, den sharon n tong when hougang to Perm their hair..ahaha..den left the three aunties againn.. that me xm, and sh.. and we decided to trim our bushy eyebrows together..haha..den we step into those shop full of "vending machine" where u put coin n turn turn den got toys cum out wan.. wah.. shouldnt haf step in.. spent $3 there.ahha.. something reali interesting caught my eye. Its a key chain with a shape of biscuits that reali look so real.. and its so nice...ask the sale assistant whom xm claim to be hansum..but too bad not more stock.. reali like it alot. Maybe next time i eran $$ i will go get it..hahha

2005-03-14T22:00:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. todae receive an invitation to our CLS farewell party.. its like fews week ago i jus been to the freshmen orientation camp,now i am going to farewell party le.. so sad...

Todae i rarely see our food cls so united leh. actuali wnat to go home after sch, but stay till 6 olus to help out wif june's banner.. was reali touch to see so many pple busy helping out..and so i ask if they will do the same if am the wan at the competition , xm immediately say she will darw a banner that says" Withdraw from the competition ba" Qi si wo beh..ahha..

Nothing much happen.. but saw someone i wouldnt want to see.. She never faills to spoil my mood de.. LAst sat she called my house to ask me for some recommemndation, upon saying my solution, she yell that i am a lousy person that gif lousy solution.. i was shocked and we jus anla and hang the phone. And i sat there for a few mins thinking y my life sucks..todae i saw her again, she gave me those cold glare..Wat the matter man. think i own her in my previous life..QI SI WO LE...

2005-03-13T12:31:00.000-08:00

Sob..sob.. everybody pai chi wo..WHY... even the com oso..ahah.. duno y i jus cant get into sharon private blog even when i haf the correct password..i am such a failure..haha..

2005-03-11T22:12:00.000-08:00

haiz.. was reading sharon's blog when i felt tears cuming.. kind of feeling sad..the feeling of standing in front of someone u love but yet he doesnt noe u love him..erm.. guess i am hafing this feeling now..ahaha.. aniway i noe i shouldnt carry much hope and so i shall let nature take its course...(^-^)

2005-03-11T16:39:00.000-08:00

ZzZ.. doing the IA now super sian...but lucky my pri sch frend had been online the whole dae.. can entertain me..ahha..know him since pri 1.. i am like his advisor.. always tell me his problem
.. but i reali enjoying listening to people's pro mabe i make a good listening ears ba..he even took a pic of his legs to let me see how ugly his leg is... even ask me how to train to haf shapely leg..ahaha..quite a nice frend.. reali had a nice chat with him 2dae.. he helps me think of the happie daes i had in pri sch.. he even remind me that there were rumors abt me n him together when we were pri 3.. ridiculous.. If its true, guess i wont be in the old spinster club le ba..haaha. haven seen each other for years loh...oh ya.. my head still hurts.. i can feel a bump at the back of my head.. wonder if its going recover soon. massaging it oso pain..so suay..actuali..something i experience yesterdae makes me happy.. but comes to think abt it.. look like i think too much le..hmm... and sharon ah.. she is so sick and yet she still want to watch the marie concert.. super stubborn..sharon i sing for u la.. free some more leh..ahaha. ani way mus reali take care.. exam are cuming...

2005-03-09T23:09:00.000-08:00

haiz.. guess i am going back to my deprssion le..2dea my mood wasn't very good leh..oh ya n xm always wear the same colour shirt as me.. next time mus reali plan a scedule le..but oso not much time left le..going to graduate le..never feel so sad when i left sec leh.. maybe i reali get to know some reali nice frends here...doing the I.A now.. reali very sian...a.. jus came back from toliet and saw this lecturer coming out form the female toliet leh... duno wat he doing there, den he went into the male toliet and cum out. me n tong quiclky run for our life man.hahah. den i went to co op shop wif sh when this guy din hold on the door and it jus slam into my head man..stupid guy.. super pain leh...dun let me see him again!!!lucky clara help me massage but still pain..if tmr i loss my memory your noe why le ba...hahha

2005-03-09T02:03:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. jus got back from causeway point to get my mum’s caller id..hasn’t been very willing to help her but her attitude towards me was veri bad for the past few daes eh.. Now that I haf got back her caller id.. wow.. Totally change man..aahaha.. wat to do?? I rather waste my time then make her unhappy.And on my way home this lady approach me to do some survey thing. Aiya done this b4 so din want to be so heartless so helped her wif the survey loh, and I was rewarded with a …min laser pointer..ahaha..its reali tough to be in that line so help her loh.. no harm beh.reali tired todae but stil haf to study for test..oh.. Last nite when i was lying in bed, ms toh suddenly came into my mind..it was like oni few daes ago when she was my fyp supervisor and now we had completed our fyp le..meaning, everything will come to an end real soon… and I am still waiting for something that may not cum so I will haf to graduate a regret in me…

2005-03-07T06:15:00.000-08:00

Help. I guess I am sinking into something that I shouldnt be at first place. Some one seriously has to get me out of this. Ani way, had the flavour prac test todae..all sort of weird flavour was tested.. The carrot actually smells like ginseng. Oh well I do hope carrot will have the same nutritional value as ginseng. Maybe I could live abit longer..haha..Lucky I got 16.5 not bad eh..aahah..I find myself eating a lot recently. That is no good ah. pple reading my blog, haf to stop me leh..2dae I saw my best of friend during pri sch.. but I knew that she always make it a point to treat me transparent. That really hurts me..We always play together and did the most disgusting things ever.( That is do paste our pi sai onto a tissue and pass around in the class) hahha.. Disgusting ba..i reali hope I haf to courage to approach her.. but I think I never will..so pple out there if one dae u were to see me in the street after we graduate, do call me leh.. some times I jus don’t take the initiative..oh ya.. this song u are listening now is a very nice song.. it is describing my feeling rite now..ahaha

2005-03-04T05:59:00.000-08:00

sob..sob.. 2dae's exp is the last of my sp poly life le..kind of sad 2dae.. i admit i am a person that dun reali speak up my feeling.. finali 2dae i exploded..i cried during the prac class.. so paiseh.. think many pple got shock by me ba... i din want to cry de.. but i haf been holding on for too long le..but lucky sharon was wif me..i noe crying wont slove my problem but i got no other choice le...i haf been feeling reali tired (mentally). I dont feel happi at all..but i reali feel better after crying out...haha.. and sh bought me a packet of candies to cheer me up.. i raeli need to thanks those who are wif me when i am reali down...heehee. hope i will be fine soon...

StreSs...

2005-03-03T05:50:00.000-08:00

erm.. fyp is over, shouldn't i be more relax n happi..but i almost break into tears 2dae at the train station when sj grab my hand and ask if i m ok.. i reali feeli like crying.. but i kept quiet throughout the journey...duno wats wrong wif me anyway.. i suddenly think that i hate myself.. i think i am demanding at times.. but i reali only want to get things done... and at times i reali feel neglected.. as if nobody cares for me.. nobody reali understand how i feels...i want to escape from this world....

It over~~

2005-03-02T06:22:00.000-08:00

YES!!! its finali over... the fyp has finali cum to an end..after nearly a year of torture...the presentation wasn't reali good todae..we were stunted by Mr tan stupid question and ms toh help us answer most of them.. reali duno how to thank her.. we alwyas tot she is a mean person but i think she is not leh...we tok lotsa pic together. One interesting thing was at EIC lesson where we were to write something which we hate abt ourself and i wrote"I got crooked teeth" duno who ask me to use hammer n nails to knock it off..ahha.. quite mean eh...after that again we went to Billy Bomber at herren for dinner... den there is there guy in this early 30 beh.. i din notice that he kept turning and looking ta our direction when hf told me that n reali leh i caught him 3 times beh.. when clara look at him up n down and say" this guy very wierd" haha.. from then he dun dare look le.. so funi..ahaha We tok a bus there.. Nearly puke man..so far .. cum to think of it i oso fel like vomiting...ahhaha..ya.. we tok neoprint..wah long time since i take it.. altoether there are 10 shots.. so tiring...ahah.. enjoy myself except for the presentation...

headache~~

2005-02-28T22:44:00.000-08:00

Right now 10.38pm, am hafing a terrible headache.. yet so many had yet to be done.. my ppt presenation script haven prepare..honestly, like not enuff time to complete wat i would haf to say..lets pray everyting will goes well...ahaha..jus now on my way home, the train is so crowded, and yet someone jus has the ass to fart in the train..shit that whoever he/she is...nearly suffocate in the train..

Take a look at me.. something is missing within me..thats my SMILE..

TAke a look at me.. something is swinging within me..thats my MOOD..

TAke a look at me something is getting bigger..thats my panda eyes..

TAke a look at me.. do i look happy???

y i sad??

2005-02-27T16:56:00.000-08:00

I sad bcos sharon say i "lai ha mah"...ahaha.. no la.. jus duno y my mood swing very badly...and my breathing diffculty is cuming back.. i experience it during last sem exam.. and its cuming back now... i haf to breathe wif the aid of my mouth...jus like a fish..ahaha...m afriad i will collaspe one dae...

I felt lonely and loss, expecially last sat when i was praying at bugis, i was on the verge of crying,but i held on... to calm myself down i bought myself ice cream..and i stood at the road side eating like a kuku..and i was thinking how if i were to be lonely for the rest of myself..i began to walk aimlessly and my mind was a blank..guess i am going thru the darkest period of my life beh..

Sad~~

2005-02-26T02:44:00.000-08:00

Again todae i feel sad...duno why...was doing the fyp ppt in the morning when someone hit me at my back...too its was xm, was preparing to"pong hor yi si"..turn agin with a pissed off face to see it was ms leong.. heng man... lucky i din said that or else i might never pass flavour le beh...aahahah

...

2005-02-25T07:10:00.000-08:00

erm.. how such i say leh.. 2dae reali haven been a great for me...wan formulating the strawberry kopi the whole afternoon..try this, add that, finali come out with it le... was taking quite a number of pics...cos left few more months le...2dae clara nearly cried cos we are graduating soon.. so sad...den we went to mit ms toh abt the fyp ppt thing.. i neraly puke in her room.. cos she reali demand alot... add this add that..even sad..den we went back to the lab to found that my bag was in one lonely corner nobody want pack for me...even even sad.. nvm pack myself loh..sob sob...den saw hf sis..wah seh.. jus like mirror image..kind of scary...den we went orchu to haf dinner..so full man...till i wan *burp*..went home arond 9.30 too tired le...gtg tmr still haf to go to the sch man...ahahah...Lets hope tmr will be a better dae!!!

outing cancelled!!!

2005-02-24T05:57:00.000-08:00

yeah.. mr lim quiz's finali over...lucky not as hard as expected...but yet i caught somebody cheating ah..*ahem*...den after school we went to do our fyp ppt.. its going to be finish soon...

ah..sj tmr going to climb mountain le... mus take care ah...

Then we tried ot the sandwhich vending machine in the library.. so expensive leh...$2 leh.. but it turn out to be nice leh..it was shared among sj, xl, xm,sh, me and robin...not bad la...den i went home with hb and xm...the tarin was super cramp man.. we haf to wait for 2 trains before we could squeeze in ah..and 1 funi thing hb said was that he said tot the train will haf many office lady but see so many office aunty.. nearly laugh my teeth out. Back in the train i haf to tip toe to breathe..so many pple next time cannot go home around that time man...

Aiya... jus saw clara nick say tmr class outing cancel...was still looking forward to it man.. but too bad response was bad...

busy!!!

2005-02-21T06:18:00.000-08:00

I AM so Busy!!!so many things to be done..lets see:

a) Fyp ppt
b) I.A
c) Packaging tutorial
d) Beverage presentation....and more..i cant think of it anymore...i NEED a BREAK!!!..oh ya..was doing fyp ppt in the morning.. but i think more like ktv session..and i neraly go deaf... all thanks to xm ah..ask to fix in the earpiece, duno y the preivous user go put full blast and i stuff the ear piece rite into my ears and guess wat happen. i no nid elaborate ba...ahahah...den i finali got back my cd from jallen, it was all crumple..he even admit he slept on the lyrics..duno got saliva mah..yucks...den went to formulate my strawberri drink...teh outcome din appera to be very well.. mrs nagm say cannot use those 3in1 coffe mix..den how.. i now grow the coffee bean meh...ahaha..den i went check out my sis results...eh..din turn out to be expected leh.. tot she will be reali upset..but she said she was prepared le..so she say let it be loh...phew..tot she going cry...ahahah

2005-02-19T20:36:00.000-08:00

yeah... yesterdae, sharon,xm,ah tong,sj and sh came my house in the afternoon, had lunch at my house..hehe.. cooked nothing much ah.. hope your like it..den we set off to xl house for steamboat..her house reali a bit ulu ulu..haha but she claim its got mountain got water(from the drain)..ahaha...reali had fun..watch the cool guy vcd again~~i left around 9 plus..and someone pissed me off..irritating pig.. like i haf step on his tail...i will zip my mouth in front of him next time.. if not say i nag nag... as if i like to nag when i dun even rem naging on him...and could someone tell me wat trademark face i got...now then i noe i am so detestable...pooi...

graduating soon le~~

2005-02-18T21:30:00.000-08:00

Was looking through some photos taken over the past few months..ahaha.. kind so se bu de... cos in a few months times we will be going in our seperate ways le...how i wish i could stop the clock...got to know some reali cool and nice frends during my poly life leh...and i will surely miss them de...i will miss the times:
we haf fun during chalets,
we study together in library,
we were always talking craps,
we always looking at shaui ge's,
we take the same train home together,
we always shopping together,
we always eat like pigs..ahaha..
I will always rem the times we had together...

Am i happy??

2005-02-16T04:45:00.000-08:00

"Are u happy" this question crossed my mind todae...i may look happi, crazy on the outside, but i can say that i had never been really happy before...duno y i feel this way..maybe its the quiz 2dae ba..reali hard man, dun haf enuff time to complete and the stupid stomach cramp..argh.. and i find that my brain is rusting, cant think as much le...sad..but why do i still be able to think of those unhappi things???sad sad again..

HaPpY VdAe!!!

2005-02-14T04:38:00.000-08:00

yeah... happi valentines' dae everyone one..hmm...another lonely vdae leh...so sad...duno when den i wont be spending the vdae alone..ahha..oh ya... our vdae exhange present i got a very nice shirt from Lydia...reali nice..thanks man...and i gave out my t shirt to ch..lucky he say he can fit..duno real mah leh..ahahah..ah..Thanxs to xm,xl and sharon for their cookies and candies...my sis nearly broke her two front teeth when eating xm cookies leh...ahah..but aniway it was reali nice la..THANKS EVERYbody...hehehe

pooi...

2005-02-11T17:05:00.000-08:00

erm..so fast cny is going to be over soon le..so much preperation work for just the few daes of celebration...and our hoildae are going be over real soon, and all my assignmnet had yet to be completed...how???..ah.. yeastedae evening went shopping wif sharon, clara, xx and wyand robin.. they wanted to but present for vdae..only den i noe that the minimum budget is $5 nia leh... i tot the min is $15...at that moment i went blank man... i bought nearly to $ 20 laio.. was raeli angry at that moment..hmph...suay suay, sj was my target ah..ahaha..nvm buy le already but le...wat can i do...jus my luck beh...

yeah..chinese new year..

2005-02-10T20:50:00.000-08:00

hahha..finali its here chinese new year..as usual, early in the morning we set off to my mum' mother..hmmm... long time never see her le... she has become thinner le..and more forgettful..reali feel very sorry...den home sweet home...my uncle den visited us wif his 8 mth of son...so cute~~ but sometimes he looks like he is going thru depression..haha.. seldom laugh but drool alot..and his lips is always tutu..kinda cute...jus came back from my 4th aunty house, had steamboat...her 3 daughter are fews years younger than me and the way they dress...erm...a bit mature loh..more like lecturer..they are kind of dao la.. i oso cant be bother..the eldest is first year in poly and had a bf..and my mum kept saying i lousy dun haf bf,qi si wo beh.. wat so great abt hafing a bf..no BIG DEAL>>>pooi...ahaha..overall.. quite enjoy myself..but my father was feeling quite well.. he had asthma...so reali hope he will get well reali soon... and not to mention my stomach is filled wif yeo's drinks...duno drink down how many gallon of the similar drink le...burp...ahahah

wat is love??

2005-02-07T21:30:00.000-08:00

Love is never having to say "pass the remote"

Love has nothing to do with wat u are expecting to get,but wat u are expected to give , which is everything.

Being deeply loved by someone gives you the strength, loving someone deeply gives u the courage.

Men always wants to be a woman first love,woman likes to be a man's last romance...

my package design~~

2005-02-05T21:55:00.000-08:00

...early in the morning, i notice something wasmissing from my table..its my carton design..i had jus glued the box and left it on the table to dry and my mum tot its was rubbish and threw away...went blank at the moment...den i go confronted her..instead she blame me for any how throw things..arghh..qi si wo beh...got so angry i din want to tok...den she gave me 5 bucks treat as if she bought the carton...even angry man...but 5 bucks leh..so i bu ke qi ..took it...den i set off to sch for ccf..the mr ting or tong or tang...so fierce.. dun like him..yucks..den went to take a peep at taufik...ok la...den went to do raeport again..arghh...sian..tmr going shoping~~got lotsa things to buy man...

hmmm...

2005-02-03T05:36:00.000-08:00

Hmm… nothing much happen todae ba..but I try make an effort to blog something..ahaha..sch as usual, but sui and ah tong not here they got spinnovex. . a bit quiet ah the cls…den we went to edit on our draft again and I nearly knock off my two front teeth…not a bad idea actuali.. Can save my money, straight wear dentures can liao no nid wear braces..aahha…we went visit sj they all at the spinnovex.. Quite a lot pple and not to forget a lot shuai ge…ahaha..den this weird weird malay guy who has a booth in front of sj was using his videocam to film a video.. duno y he kuku oso wan flim me in..and that si ah tiong go tell him his name and he is pretty good in Chinese..ask if my name means “leg pretty” MY FOOT… I den “leg smelly” ah…ahaha…den home sweet home le…new year round the corner but I haf yet to buy my top leh..how??? and the valentines gift exchange…headache again… ah... sharon low 2dae throw my face..always toking rubbish... tmr i going skin u alive!!!ahaha..and Wong Xiu mei.. erm...are u suppose to do something to the yahoo pic ah...ahahha

2005-02-02T05:27:00.000-08:00

Hmm…wonder if I am going through second stage of puberty…ahhaha…jus had dinner around 6.30 and 8.30, I am eating joli bean pan cake…burp…very full now and not to mention that the pan cake reali taste great..its brought from the new shop n Save which is within a 15sec walking dist from my house…I went wif my ah bu.. den this uncle in his 40s ba…walk past us and he pooooooo my ah bu tot its me…pls I am not that er xin… den knowing its that uncle my ah bu say “ si lao u tiao” nearly laugh my head off man…todae was a tiring dae man..but I was actuali feeling quite happi…erm…maybe some of your know why ba…ahahha…went to see ms toh for our second draft and there she goes again..on and on….and she wanted us to further edit our report…sian…and on my way home..i was actuali did some serious thinking…I tot I had forgotten all abt him but it seems like I cant get him out of my mind ba…it had been few years since I know him le.. although I know that I cant be part of his life but sometimes, there are things that u cant control…but I do hope that we could at least remain best of friend ever.. hahah but Lets hope that I could at least spend my last few months in campus happily..cant believe that I am actuali graduating le..hmmm….

zZZzZZ

2005-02-01T21:13:00.000-08:00

ZZzzZZ... so sian..haven been slping well last nite... kept dreaming...till my mum finger print landed on my face...6am...i could hardly open my eyes leh...even at practical...i half slp half do...oni after lunch feel more awake...long dae...den went home to work on my packaging design.. den went out wif my father and drop by at my cousin shop to take my spec...he say i din clen my spec so oily...ahaha..total embarrasement...den hb msg me say he was locked from his house since 4 plus.. so poor thing...haf to wait till 8 plus till her sis come home...but OB serve him rite..hahha...

Shopping~~

2005-01-29T06:16:00.000-08:00

erm.. early in the morning went orchard wif my sis to have our bushy eye brow trimmed...den a indian guy approached and say he is not doing sale or wat my sis say its ok... den he say "ok wat ever"...wat the heck is this black man saying.. cant he be more polite...kns.. spoilt our mood...but my sis bought me JAY's latest album...wah seh.. reali very nice man. how i wish i could be his concert...still got free poster...but too big.. thinking of trimming away the side.. but dun dare..ahahha...den we went the bak guan shop to check out the price.. raeli cheaper by 5 buck leh...thanks Mr aw..ahaha..den my sis never been to chinatown..so we went loh.. so crowded...but we get wat we want..and saw hui juan..the lab tech...ahhaah...once i reach home.. immediately watch the vcd... some mv reali very nice...ah.. jus now went to my neighbourhood wif my ah bu to buy those plastic flower..den while i was choosing, wah i saw a shuai ge..he oso buying plastic flower...we oni had 5 sec of eye contact...wah raeli shuai...next time mus hang out there more often le.gee...

27/1/05

2005-01-27T20:43:00.000-08:00

jus came back from tan tock seng hospital to visit kai wei...ahah... great to see that he is actuali recovering le...actuali din want to go de... but see so many pple go den go loh..todae was eating half way when i feel my filling in my teeth actuali cuming off...worst... stuck half way...that was shitty man... if a single drop of water touches that gap... my god... like electricity like that... wonder how i going brush my teeth later..ahaha... got to go back tmr to do something to it... too bad that previous cocky dentist not there if not i might skin him alive cos he said that the filling could last 3 months.. but now oni 3 weeks nia... lousy...pooi...

........

2005-01-25T06:18:00.000-08:00

it hasnt been a good dae 2dae...early in the morning ah bu nag nag me to wake me up.. finali manage to fall back to slp and woke up with a jump...its 7.30am and i suppose to leave home at 8am..Cheong~~ah~~ still i am still the earliest i sch...on the way to sch took a train from je, got 1 ah bu nei nei got super smelly BO~~ i nearly puke out...ahha...sch has been as bad...life still has been so sucky...ya..went to find my cousin to make a new pair of spec... but he recommened taht my old spec was actulai not worth changing cos it quite ex and teh spokesman was "gu tian le " leh.. sort of liek brand so ended up changing the lens nia... after discount 50 bucks..ahha..hai....

Qi Si wo

2005-01-18T21:20:00.000-08:00

hehe.. seems like i will oni blog when i haf a complain to make..yes... and so heres 1... that time the cocky dentist wanted to buy those Oral B mouth rinse cost me $5.Few daes ago i went ntuc, guess wat man... Its $4.90 and its BUY 1 GET 1 FREE...wat sai is tis.. in a fit of anger, i but alot more home..stock up at home.. Qi si wo ba....so fast another week has pass, i rem i was flipping thru the I -Weekly mag's horoscope... For libra~~ no matter at wat occasion, dress nicely cos u will mit an opp sex and soon develop into an relationship... wat sai again...1 week past liao... not even a housefly has cum near me...Conclusion= dun trust horoscope... Qi si wo~~

DenTisT~~

2005-01-13T16:48:00.000-08:00

ya...went to the dentist 2dae.. appointment was at 2.30 i waited for nearly an hour before its my turn...my stomach was already full of fire and when it was a male dentist, i nearly faint man...i hate it... lucky he not too bad looking..(with his mask on)..when he took off the mask..wah...his teeth even yellow than mine..ahaha... throughout the process was like shit...his face was less than 15cm away from my face ..yucks...filling my rotten teeth was so painful man... duno who say not pain de...the process was extremely long cos i haf to rest every 5 minutes to rest my muscle. The dentist was like even more kan jiong rest every 1 min ba...ahha.. his not a bad dentist aniway..jus a bit talkative.. even say i was there to torture him.. pls loh.. he is then the one who torture me...stuff so many equipment into my mouth den call me to rest...i not train to this trick loh...haha..and he even offer to let me bite his thumb cos its jus so painful.. should have not spare him.. should bite as hard as i can..ahha..den he taught me to do flossing of my teeth he even want teach me how to brush my teeth.. i say no nid..make me feel like a pri sch kid ah...yeah.. after 1 hour of torture i went to mit sharon , lydia and xm to go OG again.. like aunties.. spent most of the time there.. ahaha.. bought a t shirt from there..has been waiting fot its price to drop.. yes.. finali.. den we had ramen for dinner.. went taka walk walk... too tired go home first, left sharon and lydia..hehehe

SianZZ

2005-01-10T05:02:00.000-08:00

Again...why is my life full of shit... is like every where i go i will step on shit..(not the real shit la)..There are jus so many unhappy thing happening lately.. so many thing to be done..Haiz... make ice craem todae at the prac... the machine was alright when benny was using but it was in our hand.. SHIT... the ice craem jus wont come out...Stuck to the entrance...how i wish i jus could put my mouth and suck it... save time even.. and 1 ting i think ms leong jus has some thing against me. i duno why but i jus feel it...maybe she looks down on me.. and i am not going to let it happen.. so i jus keep quiet in her lecture and she say i look like i was slppy...PLEASE... spare me... wat can i do to please u...CAn someone teach me how could i carry my life on with a smile on.. its reali tiring to wear a smiley face everydae...

Sucks...

2005-01-03T04:38:00.000-08:00

Wat an awful life i am leading, everthing everyone jus sucks...Luck hasnt been with me for a long time.Watever i do jus din get into my way..I am reali tired le..i am a loner, i haf few friends, i am an example of fashion disaster, always dressing like an ah bek, i m a nuisance, i am a pest, i am irritating, i m disgusting.I always had my pride tarnish...Its jus a little respect i yearn to haf...

I hate myself

2004-12-30T05:36:00.000-08:00

I hate myself for being such a fool..
I hate myself for believing every word u said...
I hate myself for making unnecessary sacrifices for u..
I hate myself for believing that u could be part of my life...
I hate myself for sheding tears for u...
I hate myself, i hate u, i hate everything in this world
I wish u were here, i wish u disappear like a bubble..
I wish u could live happier than i do...

2004-12-21T21:20:00.000-08:00

whaha... yeah...Dr TAy finali back liao.. wah seh reali long time never see him liao ah...2dae morning got micro prac...actuali mood very good de.. but spoil by jasmine leong.. KANA SAI... i was trying to find the m/o.. long time never use the microscope mah... tot manage to find the m/o.. who noes she took over and SAid" THAT IS NOT THE M/O IS JUS A SPECK OF DUST THAT U ARE LOOKING AT!!!" Sai loh... like that say me some more so loud scare nobody noes that i spent half the dae tuning and observing at a speck of DUST..QI SI Wo...i swear i will ZIP mymouth in front of her next time..*Pooi*
Hmph...ya... we redraw our lots again.. cos too many pple leak the secret le... lucky 2dae prac cancel so can go "shopping~" went to Ps with xm clara, lydia and sh. Finali bought the gift liao.. but mine oni 15 and above nia.. sui they all like 20 and above leh.. maybe i buy the cheapest den i reali lao qui..ahaha

20/12/2005

2004-12-20T05:20:00.000-08:00

20/12/2004, 5 more daes to christmas leh... but why i dun feel this spirit in the air leh..."scratch heah" ahhah... aniway... a long dae in sch .. did fyp in the morning , den class.. wah seh.. duno wats wrong wif the air conditioner 2dae.. neraly suffocate in cls ah.. want to sue sp ah..pay so much sch fee service still so lan...ahahha.. o ya... got my belated bdae present... yeah... a new bag leh... Reali thanks to ai sui, sharon, lao yao guai, ah tong and ah hwa...whahha.. abit late but still appreciate it a lot... thanks~~~tmr mus go shopping for our xmas xchange present leh... very diffcult to buy leh... but still haf to crack my head again la... hope watever i buy that"XXX" will like it loh...cheers

uPdaTed....

2004-12-17T05:21:00.000-08:00

yeah... been a long time since i write someting here eh... that kuku xm kept asking me to update.. duno wat wat she want to see..ahaha..well..sch already reopen liao.. last sem le.. time reali flies.. duno wat to write liao..ah... did fyp 2dae... same old boring thing...ya loh..went to pasar malam near my house.......wat shitty pasar malam is that.. finish walking within 5 minutes... nothing to eat de...and saw my "used to bE" very good malay frend 2dea.. she use to treat like we never knew each other.. but 2dae she actuali say" hi" to me..wah seh going strike 4D liao..ahhaha.. Although a " hi" might mean nothign to most pple.. but a "hi" from her reali brighten my dae man...